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Apr. 12th, 2011 10:09 amI am feeling stressed about too much stuff to do. I hate that. I know it's self-inflicted and I like being busy but right now it's not good.
And I hate that I spent over an hour yesterday after I got home just goofing off. I don't normally do that - usually I get home and launch right into cooking or cleaning or creating something or going to the gym. Not yesterday: yesterday I just sat and listened to This American Life and stared out the window.
Very disappointed in myself.
Also disappointed that I feel it's unlikely I am going to get a piece made in time to submit it for a really cool fiber arts + communication show. Pieces are due May 2. I am totally creatively blocked and can't even get myself to settle on a single design. I was so excited about this show, to submit for it. And now I doubt that I'm even going to get something done for it. That really bums me out.
Today will be better, I hope; at least I am hopeful I will Get Shit Done. But I still am not hopeful about the submission.
And I hate that I spent over an hour yesterday after I got home just goofing off. I don't normally do that - usually I get home and launch right into cooking or cleaning or creating something or going to the gym. Not yesterday: yesterday I just sat and listened to This American Life and stared out the window.
Very disappointed in myself.
Also disappointed that I feel it's unlikely I am going to get a piece made in time to submit it for a really cool fiber arts + communication show. Pieces are due May 2. I am totally creatively blocked and can't even get myself to settle on a single design. I was so excited about this show, to submit for it. And now I doubt that I'm even going to get something done for it. That really bums me out.
Today will be better, I hope; at least I am hopeful I will Get Shit Done. But I still am not hopeful about the submission.